When you first left me I was wanting more
But you were doing that girl next door, 
what'd you do that for
When you first left me I didn’t know what to say
I never been on my own that way, 
just sat by myself all day
I was so lost back then, 
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you’re calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it’s only because you’re feeling alone
At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile, yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile
 Whenever you see me you say that you want me back
And I tell you it don’t mean jack, 
no it don’t mean jack
I couldn’t stop laughing, 
no I just could help myself
See you messed up my mental health 
I was quite unwell
la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la  la la la

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「……盤子在哪裡？我們來切蛋糕罷。」

我打開廚房的置物櫃，尋找著適合的點心盤。鵝黃色碎花鑲邊的點心盤好像不錯，不過我也蠻喜歡那水藍色波浪滾邊的點心盤，可是最後，我還是選擇了純色雪白的骨磁點心盤。乾淨的雪白色，加上薄細的盤緣，用手指輕輕一彈即發出悅耳的迴音，令我愛不釋手，於是我拿出兩片點心盤，轉過頭來高興的問妳說：「就用這種點心盤，好嗎？」

這一轉頭，原本的微笑立即凍結，房間裡，根本就沒有人。我一愣，手一鬆，嘩啦嘩啦，骨磁點心盤掉落地面，破碎飛散一地。

(沒有人啊？)我不相信的再望了我的門，跑過去將門瞬間一開，沒有人，真的沒有人。餐桌上也沒有小蛋糕，沒有，什麼都沒有。我失魂落魄地走到落地窗前，手心緩緩伸出，與映在玻璃內的我手心相觸，那反射的自己，有著極度悲哀的臉。秋天，原本就不適合有童話的。我打開落地窗走到陽台，夜空中，雖然已經是一輪明月，卻讓我覺得寒冷，冷到眼角垂下了淚……

我那該死的愛情當真受到詛咒，有人願意帶離我逃脫麼？

任何人都好，現在的我，只想墮落………