i'm so tired...
my brother's marriage eventually ended in divorce
what's the marriage ?
i don't want to think about ...it's let me be worried
originally....... 
the marriage actually is really grave of love ...
is not start of love...
sometimes... I feel myself by under evil spirit incantation...
perhaps it's really maybe not so...

thought that might finish very rottenly finally in 2008
but.....ok...maybe it's not i thinks so bad...

my brother said to me,his marriage treats as is for mine profiting by observing others
i can say what? 
say...yes i know ..and  i must to renounce my bf ?...
just because only the long pain is inferior to the short pain ?

wow....what's kind of one eath in 2009?
we are not reach an agreement have needed one each happily in 2009?
shit...what's happen...